Lately, as A. said earlier, we've been very stressed due to many reasons. My libido has been off the wall lately, and A.'s has not. Then, I'll become stressed and worried about everything going on. When I don't do when I'm horny like that, I become really tired, and grumpy. So all afternoon, I was like that. I felt distant, I didn't want to do anything, and I couldn't concentrate on anything that was going on.
Now, don't get me wrong. I am NOT blaming A. for this. I'm about to start my period, so my hormones are ALL over the place, and that combined with everything going on already does not mix well at all. Basically, my body is ready for crazy monkey sex, while my heart and mind just need a break, and need some really sweet cuddle time.
A. and I haven't been able to talk on the phone lately, our computers haven't been working, the blog has been out of wack because of technical issues... Everything just seems to be going wrong, and it makes it to where we can't have any chance at intimate time! Sure, we can text, but with my classes, and then homework after, there's no time for me to call him.
Guess what that means?
No phone sex.
No release of these insane hormones!
No time to calm down from the hectic day, and turn it into a sexy, fun, playful night!
Nothing.
And, to add to this, A. just started his classes this morning, so our time is growing ever thinner. The world has not been our friend lately. But, I have a way to stop this! At least... I'm going to try.
Tonight, I'm going to send A. a sexy email, and I'm going to attach some dirty pictures(My webcam has been acting up, so no Skype for us *sad face*). I'm craaaaaving intimate time with him! I want and need that love right now! We both need to let some of this stress go, and we haven't had a way to do that for the past week. So tonight, we will have a way. I'm determined.
Tonight, I am determined to make it a care free night for my boyfriend and I. Is that so much to ask? Just one night? Nope. It's not too much to ask for. Whether the world agrees to it or not, A. and I will have sexy time tonight.
More later tonight. I have to go to class.
-S.
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