Bisexual Girls and Big News -S.

Before I realized that I was bisexual, I didn't understand A.'s fascination with breasts! They're just squishy, and round. Like a balloon? Yeah, that's it. Like a balloon. So why is he so attracted to them? A. told me about how my boobs aren't just squishy and round. He told me mine were "like perfect teardrops" and "so incredibly soft..." I didn't understand! I gave up, and thought i would never be able to understand.... He actually told me that when he was little, he and his friends used to talk about what boobs felt like, and Austin had come to the conclusion that they felt like a water balloon filled with warm water. Now he says they're much more wonderful than that.

Then, I realized i was bisexual. And that I had been bisexual for a long time!!!! My first time I remember being really attracted to a girl, I was in the third grade. The first time i remember being turned on by a girl, I was in 5th grade. It was my best girl friend... She had long, gorgeous, straight dark brown hair. Bright green eyes. Cute freckles sprinkling her nose, and underneath her eyes. Beautiful 32 C cup breasts.
She was gorgeous. End of story.

I thought that it was a phase that I was attracted to her. You know, a lot of people have "crushes" on the same sex. So I ignored it, and tried to forget about it. It was just another part of growing up, right? Wrong. I noticed girls a lot more as a got older. I would think in the passing about how pretty that girl is, or how cute that girl is. It confused me.

When I actually recognized that I was bisexual, and I accepted it, I realized that breasts were beautiful! They really are soft, and supple, and so incredibly hot! I like girls! I like boobs, and girls butts, and their eyes, and how tender they are with each other! I love how they can be so rough, and sexy, and they have that attitude! They know just what to do to each other! Girls understand the emotional need much more than guys do, and they understand that intimacy doesn't just begin in the bedroom for a girl. This is new! How do I adjust? How does A. adjust? I knew that A. would eventually adjust, and that he would like it, and think it was hot. But i knew that he would never try and pressure me into doing things with another girl. But how would I adjust? I don't know...

Eventually, A. and I came up with ways... I would tell him what was attractive about girls to me. Show him pictures of girls I thought were attractive. We would add in girls to our daydreams(other than my "girls").

No matter how hard it was for me to believe, even I adjusted! It confused me... Why would A. accept this new part of me? We've been together for such a long time! How could he accept this random, new part of me? Why?

I finally asked him, one late night. He told me that it was beautiful. That it was part of me, so automatically he fell in love with it, because it was a defining thing about me. Of course, A. and I have kind of fallen out of having bisexual fantasies with one another as we've grown sexually. Our sex lives have taken a dip very recently because of stress in our lives, time and schedules. I want to bring it back. That has always been such an important thing to us. Soon, we will be starting a podcast to talk about sex and relationships, and we'll post it on our page. I'm so excited to share this awesome news, and I really hope all of our wonderful readers will like it! And now you'll get to put voices to the names.

Until next time...


-S.

Our BDSM Experiences: Spanking - A.

S. and I are not hardcore by most sexual standards. 

We might seem like we are very adventurous when compared to "vanilla" couples who played around a little bit before marriage, spent their years together having missionary sex, doggy style when they felt "crazy", and a blowjob for special occasions. But those couples seem sexually wild when compared with people who aren't having sex at all. It's all a matter of perspective.

We have tried to explore. Lately, with stress ruling my life, that exploration stalled. I'm in the process of learning how to be vulnerable, sexual, open, and willing to really get out there and do the crazy stuff. But we have explored. Our fantasies are rife with threesomes, lesbian sex, anal play, public sex, bondage, ect. Looking back over our eroticas is like looking into the deep, dark parts of sex. So I know the potential is always going to be there, I just want to make some of it happen more.

One of the ways we've tried to explore is through BDSM. BDSM, for those who don't know, stands for Bondage, Domination, Sadism, and Masochism. I'll have a discussion post on that later.

Early on in our relationship, during a particularly heavy dry humping session, S.'s ass was looking just too round and perfect. My hand found her curves to be a perfect fit, and I started to use my grip to direct her on how to move. To this day, I haven't found a better technique, and I get to grab my fiance. Win-win. 

But while I was reveling in the amazing grab I had just made, S. whispered into my ear.

"Spank me."

After a bit of deliberation (hard to do with a hot girl straddling your cock, her bare breasts in your face, your hand on a lovely round butt) I went for it. My hand opened, I pulled back, and with everything inside of me....

I gave her the weakest spanking anyone has received in the history of time. Babies have hit people harder than I hit her. There was no lovely jiggle or sound, because that would have taken an impact greater than a ladybug accidentally running into a wall. It made a noise like a gentle breeze, or the tiniest bubble on a bit of bubble wrap being gingerly popped. 

But it still did the trick. She moaned and arched and wanted more. A LOT more. Over the day I got harder and harder, until I was getting that nice thump that only a hand on an ass can give. I was getting to cut loose, and it was super hot. We felt dirty and intense, and it sparked something in us. I hadn't realized that it would feel so good to really let her body have it. 

Over the following weeks we tried out some variations. I would spank her a lot more. Sometimes it was a surprise in the heat of the moment, sometimes it was a session that left my handprint on prominent display on her body. Once, I got her close to orgasm simply through rough spanking and play. 

I've really not focused as much on this lately, so this post is partly show-and-tell, and partly a way to remind myself that I can be rough and make sex exciting!

I really want to outdo myself. Once I left a handprint that lasted an entire day, along with some finger marks on those lovely soft tits she has. But I don't want to bruise her. So I'm gonna have to find the perfect balance between throwing her around and gentle caresses. This should be fun. *wicked grin*