So, there's something about myself that not many people know about... I'm bisexual. Yes. I know, a pretty big shocker. I am not active in my search for a girlfriend, as I am committed FULLY to A. I am not open to threesomes, or doing things of that nature with another girl. I wouldn't ever be open to doing something sexual with another girl, only with A.
It took me up until a few months ago to realize this about myself, but looking back, i now realize i've been bisexual for a long time. The first time i had a crush on a girl, i was in 5th grade, and the first time i remember thinking about girls that way was third grade. I just thought it was a phase, and now i know it wasn't.
Now that I've clarified, i can tell you about how this affects my love life, and my intimate life with A...
We have fantasies together about me with another girl. Yeah. I know it sounds so strange that I'm cool with my lover doing this, but i am, because i know he is not attracted to them, only to me. i will go online(this helps, because i figured out i was bi just a few months ago, so it helps me to allow myself to accept it), and i will find a pic of a girl i like, and A calls them "my girls." He only lets me control what they do in the fantasies. It's really a pretty hot experience(big shocker!)!!! When A. and i named my boobs(Autumn, and Bubbles!!), we came up with personalities for them. Autumn is more quiet and reserved. Bubbles is super out there, and vivacious(hence the name "Bubbles").
A. and i have our own fantasies, and daydreams with "my girls." They are sooooooooooo hotttttt, and i love when we do that! We used to go online, and i would try and find pictures of girls that would look as similar to Autumn and Bubbles! It's so much fun=)
More later, i have class!
-S.
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