Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Bisexual Part 2 - A.

Hey everyone! So S. just revealed her big secret about being bisexual. We were actually waiting to talk about it on here until one of our friends, who happens to be our biggest reader on here, found out. S. told her last night, so now we can talk about it on here.

S. realized she was bi fairly recently. We were using her two main girls in fantasy, when she stopped and was like "Oh. My. God. I'm attracted to girls." Just like that.

It took some getting used to. We were both pretty shocked at first. Most guys (from what I heard) immediately think of threesome opportunities and lesbian fantasies. I was just worried about her. Would she feel conflicted about this new revelation? Would she try and suppress it and make herself miserable? And then I thought about threesome opportunities and lesbian fantasies (Just kidding honey... mostly... *naughty grin*).

It took a week or two before we both were really comfortable with it. And even then we still had to find ways to treat it more normally. Looking at girls online and having her tell me what she thought was attractive about them. Just treating it as a normal part of life and as something fun!

I love everything about S., and I take every opportunity to tell her that. And when I say that I don't just mean everything I know. I mean everything I'm going to learn. I've commited to loving her and learning as much about her as possible every day. That made it easier for me to get used to it after that first week and support her as she went through the same process. Because it was a part of her I couldn't hate it, and I couldn't help but embrace it because I love everything about her!

Now onto the present! We have learned how to utilize it. Now her bisexuality fills a special niche in our love life: the "SUPER DIRTY" section. Every time we're in a dirty mood, we pull out a girl or two and add them into the fantasy. And yes, it turns into a sexy dirty hot time!

And I'll admit it, since I got used to it I have come to love it. If she approached me about wanting to do things with another girl, I'd be open to it (because I can't say no to her! She has huge shimmering eyes and I'm powerless against her!). I'd even be open to a threesome. Just not sex. When we have sex, It will be for us and us only. That is a precious and intimate experience for us. But if the opportunity came up and S. wanted it, I would go with it in a heartbeat! We are an experimental couple and in the right mood we might just do it! But only with soft-core type stuff. NO SEX. And right now we are still exploring the fantasy opportunities open to us.

Autumn and Bubbles, as S. said, are our two main fantasy girls. And they're both different versions of S., little copies of her with minor differences. Autumn is a brunette with a bit more of an innocent, sensitive side, and Bubbles is a wild little blond beach girl type. They're the girls S. likes to use best and they were the first two girls we ever used in a fantasy.

I do like having a bisexual girlfriend. She encourages me to fantasize about her with other girls, and It is quite dirty and hot. But more importantly, I adore her with my whole heart and want to spend my life with her. We might be exploring the possibilities of this new world, but we are the same old loving couple.

DEFINITELY more on this later,
-A.

P.S.
Dear S.,

I love you very much! You're the first thing I think about when I wake up =)
I love you beautiful!

Love,
-A.

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