Animal- S.

Here we go again! Today, I spent the entire day with A., and he is sitting here beside me as I type this out! Today, i fell so much more in love with him! It was amazing to have a whole day to spend with each other, and not to have to worry about when people would be home! We stayed home half of the day, and hten, we went out to the mall, and the bookstore. But that's not the story you guys were wanting, now is it?

He came inside at ten-sh this morning, and we kissed, hugged, and held each other. It was so perfect=) I loved feeling his lips pressed to mine, and hearing his heart beat so loud in his chest(which was so incredibly toned today!) It was a perfect morning. We adjusted, and let it sink in that we had over 7 hours ALL ALONE! We had all the time in the world=)

Our original plan was to try out alot of new positions, but we became very distracted, very quickly;) Quickly after A. had arrived, we allowed hormones to take over. In the beginning of the morning, i had a scavenger hunt planned for him(me being the prize of course). I was dressed in nothing but a silk robe, and my favorite panties! He had to find my clothing all around the house. Sooooo much fun. I pretty much got to run around in my underwear all day! When he found me, he went in for the kill! ohhhhh my word, i can't describe to you how amazing it felt to be in silk, with him grinding against me! It was absolutely orgasmic!

Our new position, the Arc de Triomph was incredible! we had to try it many different ways to get it to where it did anything for us. We started on my bed, then the couch. with my legs bent, with them straight, even with them on his neck!!! We finally found out what to do! We needed A. to be propped up, with my legs bent on the couch. It was very complicated, but all in all, we liked the position, once we had figured out what to do with it!


We tried out so many new things today, one of which was him fingering me for the first time. I know what you're thinking, "you guys are virgins, how can you do that???" but we did. We've been quite fearful of how that would go, because people have been telling us these insane, ridiculous stories about how it's going to hurt so much, and that i won't be able to move for days. They were wrong.

We found out that the key is being really slow, and taking things in baby steps. We tried him fingering me on the couch, and that worked some. The first time he could only get his finger in me like, an inch. Then, the second time came around, and he was able to get all the way inside. It was just a slow process. Don't get me wrong, it hurt ALOT, and i was sore. But then, i went to go and take a bath so i could let my body relax(boyshorts on!!!!) , and i asked him to join me. Before we got in, we decided to try it again, and see if it would be better in the water. We tried it, and it took a little bit, but we got it, but it still hurt, because there was alot of friction from my boyshorts(he fingered me through the boyshorts).

After that, we decided it would be okay to try it once, with him fingering me without my boyshorts on(he looked away, of course=)), and then he did it!!! and while he was inside me, he decided to keep fingering me, and give me pleasure=) he is so sweet=) It was so much easier in the water, with nothing in our way! IT was incredible feeling him inside me! I can't wait to be married to this amazing man=D

We won't be doing that again for quite a while, because there was so much temptation involved, that it would not be safe for us to do that. But i must say, i can't wait to do that again one day! I bled for a little while, and it was pretty heavy. Of course, thats pretty normal(or so we hear). We are trying to figure out if we actually broke my hymen or not(our goal. it's been a thorn in our side, for a while).

Earlier in the day, we came so close to going all the way. Built up hormones are not our friends! But it was sooooooo good! And it was good for us, as well=) We now know exactly how far is too far for us, physically. It's amazing though, because now we know that i can take him in on our wedding night. To be honest, we were worried about not being able to do that. We've heard way too many horror stories from friends, and on the internet. After using his index finger to go inside me, he used his middle finger(the second biggest, and the LONGEST finger).This time, it was through clothes. It took a while, and I started to bleed again, but after about 10 minutes, and another painful experience, we did it=) Then, he did it again, to see if we could a second time, and if it would hurt or not. I kind of stung, but it was no where near as bad as the first time. Im pretty sure he broke my hymen, if not, came really close to it=)

I feel so close to each other after today. it was perfect.... I will be daydreaming, and posting about today for a long time=)It was alot of fun!

On our outing today, we went to the mall, and then the bookstore. At the mall, we went to Victoria's Secret, and I tried on some adorable lingerie for him=) Our favorite was this cute little black number, with a pink ribbon underneath the bust line. He loved it just as much as i did=)

But by far, the biggest part of the day was him being inside of me. It was amazing=)

More in a little while, guys=) -S.