Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Coming Out-S.

I now understand why coming out is so hard for people to do.... Last night, a text meant for one of my girl friends(who DOES know I'm a bisexual),i accidentally sent to one of my guy friends(who DOESN'T know I'm a bisexual). He is very conservative, and it scared me to hear how he reacted. I dreaded the reply text. I never meant to send that to him!!!! But it happened... So i waited. I asked A. to call his girlfriend, and tell her what had happened. He did.

The friend understood, and told me he wouldn't judge me.

What???? Wait, what?????

I did NOT think it was going to be that easy!  I've even begun to contemplate telling my dad about it! I DO understand why it's difficult... Last night, my brothers called me a "bisexual queer" because I was reading an article on the latest Disney disaster, Demi Lovato. In the article, it showed a risque picture of the girl in question, and she was licking another girl while pulling her shirt down, and exposing A TON of cleavage. My brothers jokingly called me a "bisexual queer," while not knowing that i AM a bisexual. It seriously hurt! I was on Skype with A., and I could tell he was worried about me.. I was in a horrible mood all night after that. I didn't want to talk to anybody, and I just wanted to be left alone(except for from A. of course). I wasn't in the mood... People can be so mean about that kind of thing! It's horribly insulting! I was so mad!!!!! Now, I don't exactly have all of the problems that comes with being a total lesbian, or total gay. being bisexual seems to go over better with people than saying that you are totally gay!

Why do people go so crazy when others tell them that "hey, I'm gay, lesbian, or bisexual!"

Why??

Many people believe that when you are bisexual you choose one way over the other. I choose guys. To be more specific, i choose A.

-S.

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